Faith is the force of life.

25.11.2007

2007-11-24T07:33:00.001-08:00

take things a step at a time.
be thankful of what you have,
what you've been through.

02.07.2007

2007-07-02T07:28:00.000-07:00

After the dreaded tests there seems to be so much time to spare. Ironically, there is so much free time that it seems to get boring all the time. Its pretty cool though, spending quality time with my family and friends these few days. Much time is spent on pondering over stuff that seemed to be meagre in the past. Now, family matters a lot to me, pity it took me a while to realise. I really don't know what to say, all I can say is everyone around me seems to have grown up, and its really nice to start talking to everyone maturely. I've also finally gave a serious thought about my future career. Most likely gonna take e business and marketing path, where i can really put my big mouth to good use.

-chill out.

31.05.2007

2007-05-31T02:44:00.000-07:00

It's a privilege to be part of a team, especially in sports. Not everyone would have the luxury of experiencing life where you train for each other, fight for each other, bleed for each other. I'm comforted by the fact that I'm in one. I'm glad I've been through all the shit with this bunch of people, picked up all the shit in life and threw it back at it with this bunch of people. A chapter in my life has come to a close. Someday I'll look back at the pages written to remind myself how much I've learnt from this experience. Thank you team, I cannot imagine doing this with any other bunch. Let's get on with life, there's so much more to it.

WHO DO YOU PLAY FOR?

=NJC=

17 Feb 2007

2007-02-17T06:33:00.000-08:00

Nationals is round the corner, mid april is the time. This year our team is growing stronger after each training. Especially after the addition of 2 good players, inclusive of a national player. The 2 players are on appeal and results will be out only after new year. With the inclusion of these players, some old players who needs appeal would have to make way. Harsh as it may seem and hard to accept, we really don't want anyone to leave. But truth is more complex and it is for the betterment for the team, stay strong rite? I guess life is like that, survival of the fittest. Sometimes we have to learn to accept. But with the good always come the bad. Injuries have been a persistent problem in the team, with the most recent party being Shuming, who went for op which was successful. He's a strong lad. I think the team must stay strong mentally and physically, do not hold back during challenges or else you will be the injured party. Don't risk injuries by going for unnecessary outside games, at least during this period alright.

Anyway it's a fully loaded new year, loads of work to complete and also loads of visiting and ang bao to add to the few i alr have even before new year started! haha. V day gift this year was great, thank YOU so much alrights(:

Happy New Year everybody!

Shuming: Stay strong for yourself and your family alright. The team is always here for you when u need us. Speedy recovery come back soon. After all, the people that get injured are those that work the hardest. Take care

WHO THE MAN? we the man... WHO THE TEAM? we the team... WHO ARE WE? we are...... NJC SOCCER!!

06.01.2007

2007-01-06T05:28:00.000-08:00

Today had friendly against HCI, final result was 2-0. Hao li and Darren scored. Although it was a good win, there are many things to learn from it. Shan't elaborate too much about it. This win is a far cry from what the team wants to achieve. The battle is won but the war has just begun. First and foremost, fitness level needs to go up. There is a long way to go but i believe that we can do it. we have been through so much I'm sure we can go another notch higher. Let's work even harder team NJC soccer!

I really appreciate all the help i get from my teammates in all the misc stuff. Just that I am not very good at thanking people. Without you guys i would be one hell of a busy guy but i really want to thank those who helped me through a tough month.

Also, being an ogl has been fun and it actually introduced me to more people. I'm really glad about it and meeting new people is always fun. Special thanks to Aquarians who made these few weeks of rehearsing and stuff fun. Let's make walk in a good one on monday! A for Aqua! haha.

Meanwhile, take care people, keep smiling and stay strong.

I'll be your teddy bear i'll be your cloud,
I'll take you round and round and,
if you don't mind i'll be your standing ground,
even if that means i'll drown.
Keep Going.

03.12.2006

2006-12-04T07:31:00.000-08:00

It's when you are most tired that your true character comes out.
It's the team with the strongest desire that emerge as winners.
It's the heart that you play with that determines the result.

It's the 10 other brothers alongside you, not yourself.
It's the competiveness amongst each other.
It's the survival of the fittest.
It's listening to instructions and carrying them out.
It's the initiatives taken.
It's the character moulded.
It's the bonds forged.
It's the team.
It's the lame jokes.
It's the push ups, runs and training.
It's the pressure.
It's the sweat, pain and blood shed.
It's the contact of the ball.
It's the hitting of the back of the net.
It's the celebrating of the goal.
It's the trust and the faith.
It's the never say die spirit.
It's TEAM NJC SOCCER.
I can't go on, I go on.

28.11.2006

2006-11-28T06:00:00.000-08:00

Stronger, faster, calmer. These are the attributes i need to improve on to up my game, to bring my game and my team's game to another level. I had a short training session with my seniors today and they taught me how to play the long ball and in the midst of it, Reuben told me this, :" One person training hard doesn't make the team stronger." I thought about it and felt that it's true. Afterall i am still learning to be a good leader just like anyone else. Everyone in the team is a leader.

The band of brothers should start working even harder together, only then we can achieve something. We all know everyone out there tell us that we have the potential to be a huge force, but relishing the potential takes effort and 100% commitment. We need to take every training like a match, putting ourselves into as much match situations as possible. After every training i always think that i could have given more just now, and i am sure we wouldn't want to give ourselves an excuse to regret.

JC2s ( as of 2007), i know we have been through hard trainings, but the truth lies that we have to take at least 10 JC1s to nationals. now we have 21 of us. Meaning 6 of us will get the cut. But the least we can do now is to make the cut decision tough for coach, only then is it fair for us. Do not give up without a good fight. Especially a few of us who needs to work extra extra hard. No one is safe, including me and any other player.

JC1s ( as of 2007), you guys haven't been through hard trainings, but you guys better make sure you'll deserve the 10 or more placings you gonna make up in nationals. Give the seniors a run for their money.

5 months to nationals. 5 more months of hard trainings. 5 more months of commitment. 5 more months of unconditional attention to school work and soccer. 5 more months of fun. 5 more months to build a 14325232 month long brotherhood.

"Anything that doesn't kill you only makessyou stronger"

04.10.2006

2006-10-03T09:05:00.000-07:00

If We Hold On Together

Don't lose your way, with each passing day.
You've come so far, don't throw it away.
Live believing, dreams are for weaving,
wonders are waiting to start.
Live your story, faith, hope & glory, hold to the truth in your heart.

If we hold on together,
I know our dreams will never die.
Dreams see us through to forever
Where clouds roll by, for you and I.

Souls in the wind, must learn how to bend.
Seek out a star, hold on to the end.
Valley, mountain. There is a fountain, washes our tears all away.
Words are swaying, somebody is praying,
please let us come home to stay.

If we hold on together, I know our dreams will never die.
Dreams see us through to forever
Where clouds roll by, for you and I.

When we are out there in the dark
We'll dream about the sun
In the dark we'll feel the light
Warm our hearts, everyone.

If we hold on together, I know our dreams will never die.
Dreams see us through to forever
As high as souls can fly
The clouds roll by, For you and I.

Take care people.Play your heart out.

15.09.06

2006-09-15T05:59:00.000-07:00

In life, there are stuff that are definitely worth trying for, but trying too hard is a different case altogether. What everyone wants is acknowledgement for what he or she is doing, even if he or she is doing something wrong. It is the only way to know whether to stop doing something or to even try harder. Don't keep others guessing, let them know. If you have a question, ask. If you have something to complain about, don't keep it to yourself. But all in all, what's more important is to keep in faith and hang on to sanity which hangs by a thread. Just give it your all, you always lose by holding back.

"We don't give in and we don't stop. We are relentless and in the end we usually get to where we want to be"--Gary Neville

13.09.06

2006-09-13T07:45:00.000-07:00

Promos are coming, everyone is starting to work hard. But in the midst of slogging your guts out for promos, please do drink loads of water and take good care of your health. It is just not wise to fall sick at the final lap and be at bad form for the actual examination.

It may sound quite ironic but ironically(haha), I sort of enjoy Mr Yong's lectures. I like the way he starts off with the meaningful lessons in life. And one thing i took away the other day is to learn to complain less and make and effort to accomodate. But on top of that, there are things that are intolerable and these are stuff that regards to bad attitude.

Why do people like to give excuses? If you haven't been doing excercises and fitness test results reflects badly, the only reason why it is so is because you are not putting enough effort. You are not pushing yourself hard enough. So do not come up with those lousy excuses. You guys know how much you'll need to work, it is never enough. My target for the team is for everybody to complete 2.4km in 9 and half mins before the start of the season, with the better ones taking thomas as a benchmark, sub 8. Before we start talking about the high expectations we have for the team, do you all have high expectations of yourself?If you have, are u making an effort to reach it? Most can be achieved with good planning and discipline, so spend a few minutes to think about how you can include the excercises into your schedule. No one is on an easy schedule, it's tight for everybody i know. I am still learning, and i hope we learn together as a team.

All the best for the soccer seniors taking the prelims and also to the J1s taking promotional exams. And thank you qixin for helping me remake e blog, again(: Take Care all.ciao.

" Total reluctance to accept second best"
John Terry

20.08.2006

2006-08-19T21:42:00.000-07:00

Yep haven't been blogging because i was waiting patiently for qixin to help remake my blog. Guess the whole layout turned out pretty nice, credit to qixin(:

Nothing much nowadays besides being real busy. Promos coming up soon so really have to pull up my socks already. But anyway when i play soccer my socks are already so high up, so i guess just have to try to pull them harder. haha.

Some of the highlights these few months:
1) Aqua won the challenge trophy! yay!
2) Learnt a bit about the real cheerleading. haha. was a spotter, if that's how u spell it
3) Loads of deadlines to meet

Anyway, I'm just glad how the soccer team has progressed since we started training a bit since after common tests. Though the attendance is something to work on, there are many positives to take. I really see people working hard now, like teng kiat. They might not be physically as strong but i know right up there on their heads is the word 'Preseverance', carved on their forehead. Maybe through tougher training den we would really be more bonded together. There's certainly much more to come. Yesterday we had a past vs present match. We played alumni, some players were real strong. We took a 2-0 lead den gave it away. Match ended 2-2. Was a good experience for many i feel, somemore with many of our better players not playing.

There's something i really have to say, i don't think having valid reasons to skip trainings is a valid reason. haha if u get it. The point is, as Ms Ho said, if you are not here, you are not here. You are not training, which jepoardizes(wadever..) your place in the team. So team try to make soccer trainings your top piority next to studying. Try not to get involved with so much school stuff unless you know they aren't going to affect trainings.

Well that's all for now, thanks to those who made these few months passable. haha. take care all. keep smiling, never give up.

I can't go on, I go on.

09-06-2006

2006-06-09T06:40:00.001-07:00

It's gonna be a random entry but anyway it's fine since i think no one's gonna read it. Just some random thoughts. I bet everybody feels my life is full of soccer, even my parents feel that way i must admit. But actually i feel it's more than that.

Reason being soccer is the only sport that makes me feel motivated. It's on the pitch that i run and run like a dog but strangely feel happy about it. It's the feeling of scoring a goal, celebrating it. It's the feeling of giving your 100 percent, be it winning it or losing it. I guess it's the same for every sport, and the best feeling is when u run and everybody's trying to catch up. It's the feeling of being swift and strong.

Of course in sports getting injured is inevitable but all it's about is getting back stronger than before. Many times people say it's the mind that's suffering the injury and not the flesh. and i agree on that. It's the mental strength. I remembered this once that i felt regret, that was in the match against Serangoon JC during 'a' div. I took a blow on my chest by someone's knee and got winded, meaning shortness of breath. For that moment i couldn't think, just the sky above and everything else tranquil. Den came the physio who led me throughout the process till i could regulate breathing again. He asked me if i could play, i said yes. I played on but a little running made me feel weak, i pulled out on a few challenges cos i was afraid at that point of time. During half time coach asked if i could play i nodded my head. Den came the time when i rose and head the ball away and some guy gave me an elbow on my hip. At that point of time play stopped. I couldn't breathe again, i was in so much pain i cried. The physio signalled to coach to sub me out. For that match we didn't get a result. After the game i thought to myself was it really painful?

It was the physcological barrier that held me back. While i was running, i wasn't really focused in the game, i was thinking of getting rest at the bench during that time. At that point of time my team was playing with 10 men but 11 men on the pitch. If u get it. If i played on at that time would i make a difference? Would my team mates need to change their position around and affect the play? It ended as a draw in the end. a stalemate. A result which got our morale to a low. You don't have to be the best player on the pitch. You have to be the one with the best mental ability and the one who is rock solid. This reminds me of something, something which i want to relay to the next year's team: I can't go on, i go on. When the going gets tough, the tough gets going.

I'm sure those injured out there are trying their best to get back to their game. Many of you i know. But don't rush things. Take it step by step. Never give up on your hope of coming back and keep in faith. remember that you'll see the light at the end of the darkest tunnel. Just follow the little hope and you'll get there. Injuries are lessons that you'll learn from, it's part and parcel in life. Don't lose hope, try to contribute and be there during trainings you can help. Simple words of encouragement to people means a lot. Just tell yourself the mental barrier isn't there and you're strong. Dare to take the first step. Sooner or later, you'll be flying.

Take care all.
Those who believe will renew their strength,
they will soar on wings like eagles,
they will run and not grow weary.

09-06-2006

2006-06-09T06:40:00.000-07:00

04-05-2006

2006-05-04T05:57:00.000-07:00

it's been a long time since i've updated and here i'm again trying my best to revive the blog. mostly soccer nowadays and though training had been hard, it's all for a good cause.

the journey for the team started long before, and it wouldn't end just yet.
here's a list of people i wanna thank, though many might not see it. Sorry if i misspelt ur names.

Coach Harasu: Thanks for the opportunities you have given me and also the time and effort you have put in for the team, we really appreciate it. It is only when i joined NJC soccer that i truly understand soccer and the discipline and commitment that comes with it. Hope you'll continue coaching us. Your tactic works!

Sam: Thanks for the care u showed us throughout the season and also the encouragement u gave us throughout. thanks for the taping and everything else nice:)

Ms Tammie Ho: Though you said today that some of the training hours were ridiculous, i feel that it was these riduculous times that brought us together. All the sacrifices that u made for the team, the food, the icing, the lecturing may seem to be little but it's really significant, serious. The team talks though sometimes may be long and dry but we survived it. Thanks for the effort you have put in for the team and we really appreciate it, let's do it again next year for all to see. No problem.lol.

Aaron: Everytime crap with me off the field and on the field sup serious. That's the way la. Thanks for teaching me the ropes and all the constant encouragement u had given me along the way on the pitch and off. Playing alongside you in defence was safe. Thanks for the secure feeling.Also the offball talks we had on relationships really thought me quite a lot too. Well done capt.

Wan Sun: Starting you were dead serious and i stil remember u telling the team we were in crisis. From that moment on it was miraculous how the team evolved into a real team now. Believe it or not you were the one that proved to me that shouting on the field is impt. The match against Hwa Chong alongside u was what taught me to communitate more as i was new then. "line, push up, mine!" Thanks. Now u crap a lot also la, hehe. It was fun having u around man.

Dillon: Thanks for teaching me how to whack long balls. i'll keep working on that and show u next year yep. the fact that you are back with the team is already a very good morale boost and also the encouragement that u brought along with ur physical prescence was perfect. It was an honour playing alongside u la i can say that. not to mention the fun to have u around.everytime shout at me for no reason but aniwae it was cool. thanks. LE HUAN LO:)

Raymond: quarter master job was nicely done by you. i know it's always hard on u but sorry if we failed to help in any way. u were the reason why every trng went on smoothly each time. i really appreciate the help and fun u brought.thanks for the encouragement u have given me and also the stay over at aaron's house. sorry i didn't share the bed.hehe.

Louis: left back. haha. it was you we really showed me composure on the pitch. you never fail to control the ball, take a breath and den send a good ball down the flank. that's something i can learn from u. also the shouting and encouragement u brought during the match and also after the match. it was fun learning from u. you're sup lame. but that's the reason why everyone's laughing most of the time right.hee. thanks man. RECORD BEH.

Adi: All the shouting u did on the field, impressive. the good saves that u had to make esp the one against innova. i must confess i didn't feel u were safe at the back at first but after a few games u proved me wrong. all the jokes that u had and the sucker fish thingy. lol quite fun. thanks man.

Ken: definitely one of the best players i've played with. no joke. even aaron said you this type of player hard to come by. haha. the jokes u cracked and the hokkien speaking with kassler sup funny. the encouragement u gave on the field and the sense of urgency when playing the ball is something to learn from. thanks for the goal scoring and the joy u have brought. appreciate it.

Terrance: how can i forget u. u were the one who passed me the mounting task of printing jerseys that i almost screwed up. haha. also during training u taught me how to spread the ball and all the little fakes that work for you but never for me.i'll work on that. the little narean jokes that u bring along with u were sup funny. continue to play well yep. thanks.

Kassler: Record Beh! haha. i think this one is originated from the phone thingy den me and u made it slighty bigger when we started playing at the right. haha..all the set ups we planned that worked out and never worked out were cool. haha..your first touch quite impressive la and i must admit i stole a little tip from u to improve my first touch. u taught me how to play as a DM and always reminded me to be more composed.thanks for that. Record Beh. and seriously if u can sing i dun mind. ha

Reuben: it was fun having u around and also i appreciate the set ups that u gave me during trng so i can train to clear the ball well. also when u came back the whole atmosphere during trng i feel picked up as u started to shout out everlasting words of encouragement and praise to everybody. thanks for that it really helped. oh did i mention the fierceness that u bring each time that never fails to have a little smile behing it. haha.cheem.also it was fun having to joke around with you. LE HUAN LO. thanks for the fun.

Hizam: in general terms... haha. i think you are the first malay friend i made and it thought me to be more sensitive bout wad i do among my friends although we always joke around bout religions.hehe. thanks for the fun you brought. the intellect prophet hizam.haha..speaking the intellect way and everyone following you. that's something to pass on to the new batch.haha. also the stability u brought the back and the encouragement. thanks yep. warm up.

Steven: haha. the thing i learnt most from u is the 100 percent determination. u truly justified the phrase i can't go on i go on. it's been a joy playing with u at the left as u never fail to come back and defend.sup consistent and popped up with 2 goals. u just keep running and runnning and running non-stop. thanks for the safety. and ur little cute voice and the way u act sup funny. but within the kid lies a little maturity i admit and it shows on the pitch. thanks steven. OIE! stop oogling at girls la.

Yuan Shuai: from china right. haha. the sublime skills and the finishing. i'm apalled as hizam would say. haha. brought a good attacking option to the team when u rejoined. thanks for that. and also the little jokes that coach and ms ho had on you were funny. esp the way u tend to react. how u give the i'm not happy look. haha..sup funny. also the little accent u brought along. skill and laugher.wad more can i ask.thanks.

Firdaus: Once u came back the whole team started to pick up their game more. it's the prescence some may say. also u made the defence line feel safe when u never fail to win the headers and flick ons and give the long balls. the free kick u scored against VJC gave us hope. the jokes that u brought along too. it's funny how u want to lay the sauces out before u take them at mac.haha.. thanks.

Naerean: All the lame jokes u broguht about and the maths teaching sometimes. thanks for the good tussling for the ball sometimes. it's really interesting to hear u make the " herrh!!" sound when u are running at high speed or using some strenghth. haha. Thanks for that.

Kenneth: IP sucks. that's what aaron says but no la. you're one tough guy to play against. for ur age u are sup fit and strong and that's a plus point so gonna make full use of it. the good balls that you send in and of course the penalty u earned in johor. u never fail to give 100 percent and also the singing sessions we had together sup fun. and ur ladder work is sup fast. inspiring.thanks.

Qing Sheng: the mr quiet guy who would pop out of nowhere and crack jokes. haha. your skills silky man, gonna teach me how to do round the world someday okay. ahah. we have another year. it really motivated me to make u feel safe when u said make me feel safe in Johor. also the little football tactics u shared with me. the part when u told me to watch the hand and not give freekics away. thanks. last but not least: V FOR VENDETTA!

Darren: standing tall. the talks we had though not alot and also the jokes we cracked together. haha..how we manage to come up with a new way of speaking when not looking at each other. really fun. we shall not make fun of raj THAT OFTEN anymore hehe.also on the pitch during trng u really gave me a challenge to take u on as a defender and that's greatly appreciated.all the bread buying.thanks dude. stay strong.

Srey: loads and loads of initiative and that's nice. use your outside foot well okay. on the pitch u really shout quite a lot and gave encouragement to the team. would like to thank you for not blaming me for keep kaobeing u to come back and take the far post man. that's within the job scope wad.haha.. thanks for withstanding. yep.

Faye: day one u came in coach said u better prove your worth i must say u really proved it by being that strong and winning the headers all the time. the ball sticks to your feet all the time and i wonder how that happens. thanks for the security u gave me when you're playing right mid. let's strive together next year. and of course thanks for showing me your gal's photo. haha. outta pt.

Daniel: Keeper Keeper. haha. u always shout like that when u want to catch the ball. that's the trademark man. and also all the sharing of food that you smuggled out of hostel to share. also all the encouragement u gave the team on and off the field and the little jokes here and there. you make good saves i must admit. fight it out with poh swee next year ah. hehe.. thanks for the joy and unique accent. hehe

Poh Swee: As safe as the bank as singapore.haha. u gotta have more confidence yep. it was really cool to have u shouting shift right and left and good play all the time, it reminds the team wad to do and also gives us the praise that would spur us on. thanks man. also u never fail to shout from the back. keep that going and same thing fight it out with daniel yeah. also thanks for the offball talks bout relationships sometimes.hehe. ani problem can come find me. hehe..

Raj: my first indian friend. you've been giving good balls and i really see that u have evolved to become a good and effective player in the team. thanks the stability u bring to the team also. we need u next year! haha. keep the jokes coming in alright and the little laughs we had on aaron when he laughs like chucky. thanks for the encouragement on the field too. thanks for being such a nice teammate and fren. sorry if i take my jokes too far sometimes. hehe. " does the hand thingy".

Su Ming: banana man.haha.. also your calmness with the ball is something that i want to learn from.maybe u cn teach me how to deliver long balls sometime too..haha. the jokes that we shared were also quite fun and cool. and also the irritating u when u joke bout my sensitive issue.. haha. thanks let's work for next year. stay laggy off the field.ha

and this is TEAM NJC soccer. the team that makes my day a complete one each day. also the one that i daringly say i cannot live without. thanks for the learning and teachings u guys gave me. BOWS. also i would like to say sorry to my parents who i've let down and quarreled with over soccer commitments. i'll do my best and give it my best shot at the tests and not let u'll down. thanks for not stopping me from going soccer and the encouragement and support u showed me in many other ways. also my frens from o6s03. pisses me off each time u guys complain bout soccer but it was fun having u guys round. Yew seng for hearing me crap all the time and the help u gave me during school. thanks. also not forgetting samantha. thanks for the constant encouragement and faith u showed in me and the team, u go too yep.

A season ended and another one is yet to come. with new faces and some familiar ones. no matter wad, i'm ready to give my all. hope everyone is with me.tc peeps. smile.ciao

--Faith is the force of life.
--When the going gets tough, the tough gets going.

31.01.2006

2006-01-31T03:15:00.000-08:00

hi peeps. new year was fun. all the gatherings and time the relatives all had together were precious and all. we got together, spoke a bit and also had loads of fun. haha.the funny part bout new year is that everyday u'll get to eat steamboat.ha. wherever you go, you would end up eating steam boat. that's quite cool.ha. hong bao money comes at the right time.haha.now i can buy my boots and a new pair of shoes.hehe. hope everybody got the amount they wanted and hope everybody had fun. there's training again tmr. hehe..

oh ya.i forgot to mention last fridae when i went back to sec school.nan hua. it was cool being able to meet up with my frens and teachers..quite fun also.haha.see the changes in everybody. ppl sae i have changed.wierd.haha..okay..tc peeps..

keep smiling.

26.01.06

2006-01-26T05:52:00.000-08:00

nothing much happened lately.haha.just that many fell sick the past week la.tom dick harry(sr me ys) all fell sick so we didn't turn up for few days.then many peeps in my class also never come.xueyuan jialiang all sick also.funniest was xueyuan la.he went for OAC orientation camp and told everybody it was fun.then he sick..haha.too fun till sick.then jia liang i think he eat too much keropok.lol.how funny can that be. then sam was sick too.i think i passed the virus to her.haha.sorrie.okay.so here goes. my class did not participate in NJ superstar animore.cos on audition date i was sick and i had sore throat and didn't turn up. felt i let the class down la.but really couldn't move a shit that day. but nice people in my class never blame me. so thanks for that.

soccer.haha..didn't go la.then had training on mon tues wed and thurs. tmr friday supposed to have.budden celebration.heng.haha..wed had field session.basket, played like shit.coach was appointing people play team.then he said u do wad and wad.than he point at me. "u! you play wad position" , i said" DM ". wrong choice..haha..all along i tot i was one.but on the field.it's the hardest position la. damn tiring.i think i onli ran 1/2 of the time and walked the other..super tired..my best contribution was a nice through pass which leon didn't take.haha..aiyah.damn weak. my seniors all damn fit.cannot push them down de..haha..aiyah..just damn tired la.

tmr hopefully i can go back to nan hua and see the once so familiar faces. come to think of it.i miss life there. it's like after sch. come soccer.than the whole gang would take the usual walk to the bus stop.then to clementi for bubble tea and all..all the fun..but now, sch got sell alreadi. haha.dun need walk.all the teachers in nan hua i feel are more frenly la. they can crap with you one..although i dun realli want to sae it, but haha..ms chan is the one i miss most man.lol..i cannot believe it myself. she would come into class and just bicker with me all lesson.then shout idiot and start writing with her atrocious handwriting.and i would criticise.she's fun la. remember once i called her " dong xi (thing) " instead of "ren(man)".ha..cool eh.

wah.long entry..the song high still rules.
and people who are getting injured and sick all day.better take care yea.rest more.u know who u are..smile amigos. ciao.

life is not bout how many breaths u take each moment.it's bout how many moments that take your breath away.keep breathing.:)

17.01.2006

2006-01-17T04:24:00.000-08:00

alrights..high is officially the best song of the week.lol.anw, there's this dilemma i'm in now la.i'm supposed to take part in the njidol thing along side my few cat high frens, budden there happens to be training tmr and ms ho told me to go down as coach would be holding some sort of a miny selection test.if i dun go, i will get cut la. damn ass. lol."qiao dao chuan tou zi ran zi".so i dun plan to worry so much.2 more weeks to getting the o's results le. really wish can stay la, and also the ppl around me. it was so much fun.really. had many trainings for the past week. this week also have.todae after school met edwin.it's been quite long since we last chatted so we just walked around school like no bod's business.then taught him how to tone his body.quite cool.any body need tips just ask me..dun be shy ah.lol.sunday we had the og19 outing la. was quite fun with ups and downs.haha.but it finished with a high la. that's something great. yes. had this family gathering on last sat. haha..it was cool as there was this lucky draw thingy la. then everyone started to get 5 bucks, 15 bucks and 100 bucks and guess wad. i got 2 bucks.the biggest prize..haha..i celebrated la..can make 20 phone calls leh..haha...i guess i will stop here.i started reading chicken soup for the soul la, just happened to find it. ciao.and tc. smile!!!!

"You never lose by loving. You always lose by holding back" dun hold back! go!

14.01.2006

2006-01-14T06:26:00.000-08:00

HIGH-lifehouse family
When you're close to tears remember
Some day it'll all be over
One day we're gonna get so high
And though it's darker than December
What's ahead is a different colour
One day we're gonna get so high
And at the end of the day remember the days
When we were close to the edge
And we'll wonder how we made it through
And at the end of the day remember the way
We stayed so close till the end
We'll remember it was me and you
'Cause we are gonna be forever you and me
You will always keep me flying high in the sky of love

it's a meaningful song and it comes with a nice tune.enjoy.ciao

08.01.2006

2006-01-08T04:00:00.000-08:00

stalia estrellas.a pretty cool name huh.it is the name of the NJC orientation la..it's pretty cool la..the first week was pretty sian.cos got loads of talks.but the fun began on friday when
we learnt the mass dance.yay.next week would be filled with fun and games la..so i am looking forward to it..sr me and ys in same class la..haha..how coincidental. aniwae..my og for the first week is 19 la.and it rocks.the ppl were fun to mingle with.esp joe, samantha, jialin, the ogls and also loads more la..i am not trying to be biased.but these are the ppl i talk to more often. erm.ya i joined soccer.went for training on sat. ya how cool.bought new shoe todae..total 90.haha..same old shoe i bought last year.how cool. okay..ciao.tc.

31.12.05

2005-12-31T04:50:00.000-08:00

last day of the year le.so must update.ya.todae went out to cut hair.at first cut le dun like it.cos so flat.than after i washed hair i loved it.dunno why.ha.than cannot go out 2dae to count down cause past few days keep going out.so stayed at home. ya.than got soccer on tv later.celebrate.than tomorrow got soccer at ngee ann with the usual suspects.ya.yz in malaysia.br go fren house.so they not going.sad.but still can play.still can win.haha.no problem.okay la.people.happy new year peeps.hope guys get deadly ball skills and good looks.girls good looks and still good looks.haha..make new frens ppl.haha.that's bout it.

and thnx qx for helping me make e blog.

30.12.2005

2005-12-30T04:59:00.000-08:00

alright.i deleted my previous blog cause i thought it was gay for a guy to keep a blog.but dun care la.gay than gay lo.haha.mainly want to blog cause can keep up with some friends.alright.
yesterday was pretty cool la.went jia ying house for bbq.with jy.pearl.pearlyn.wenlin.deb.ivy.loo.hai yuan.me.about 9 ppl was around.than had fun. made a disgusting waffle sandwich (comprising of melted marshmallows, pepper, seasoning or wadever, honey, and lots of saliva). so we used the masterpiece to play a game la.haha.and everyone had a bite.they sabo me push me into water.i push jia liang in. jia ying onself went in. failed to pull debbie in. ya. today went school collect something. than soccer with yeewei.boon. xueyuan.clo.sissy yang.sr.kungfu kick.loo.matt.and a bunch of malays. had fun. ya.dinner after that. that's all.ciao.